option in life

I wanna pen down my thought but i think i sldn't. Agrrrhhh! The feeling is terrible. 

Meanwhile September has  been treating me well so far but it seems like there is an important decision i have to make. hmmm... I think i like it? Please be kind to me the next 2 weeks please! :) 

  

Surviving through the rough patch

I met a friend who told me that I looked more haggard now comparing to 3 months ago when he saw me. I am feeling the fatigue now already, physically and mentally. (if you are reading this now, I just wanna be alone now, don’t try… that’s the best you can do for me now)

I really felt the hardship of working when whatever you do is wrong. I don’t know how long I can withstand this but for the sake of not disappointing those who cared, I will brave through. But because of those who cared, the more I feel like giving up so as not to give them anymore trouble :’( 

Meanwhile, someone shared this quote with me yesterday which I thot it would be meaningful to share

  “You can please some of the people all of the time, you can please all of the people some of the time, but you can’t please all of the people all of the time"

Despite not being productive at work, I still thanks god for sending lovely people around me. Oh well now I realised life isn’t too tough for me afterall!

Tomorrow gonna be a better day! :D

Losing myself

I haven't been copping well with my job, my life infact...

I feel like i am losing myself or either i don't know which is my true self?  

My lifestyle have been very healthy the past few years but it seems to have changed recently.

Many many late night party, drinking, etc but I think i can still resist smoking? haha 

I wonder if it is the effect of working, being single or part of growing up? 

I spend almost all my time with the same person the past years, but now i don't know how else to spend my time...

I am giving my best to my career and to distract myself from my messed up r/s, thus my only entertainment probably starts in the late night. The only kind of entertainment i think? All these seems like a vicious cycle so much so that, i am more troubled now. I probably shouldn't elaborate too much about this. 

 Oh wellsssss, other than the mental stress i am feeling right now, my uniform is burstinggggg! So i conclude that late night dinning and drinking is fattening! Even skinny girl like me grew fatter after many late night dinning and drinking. 

Before i end this post, may i be greedy to ask and hope for things to go my way and also for me to excel in my career please?????? Been feeling despair and remorse for how badly i fare at work. :((((((((((((((((((((( Coincidentally, when i thought of giving up, i received a text from someone i least expect! I wonder if anyone said something, but this text really perks me up. Lets look forward to a better tomorrow!

p.s Macaroons and ice cream is my happy pills now! i miss you and i love you! JIAYOU AMANDA!

Helloooooooooo! I am back to this space of mine! I wonder if anyone miss me here? hehehe

I am back to blogging because of the same reason how i started blogging which i dun exactly think is a good thing? Ha Ha Ha...

Just a little Quick update! I OFFICIALLY GRADUATED! (quite a long long time infact?)

Was really looking forward to the next phrase of life which is WORKING!
Buttttttttt i ended up doing this quite often .....

Having much trouble and having to chill out with friends to get some drinks after work.  My anesthesia!
But because i am actually not so good at drinking i only stop after the 1st or maximum 2nd glass! The  next moment i feel like sleeping already! I am lousy and i know it!
Nothing is worth destroying my health or complexion and definitely i won't wanna let my parents be worried about me.

trouble trouble trouble! Oh wellsssssssssssss, when i was about to pen down my thoughts, i really wonder if i want anyone to read this posts or can i let anyone read these posts. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i think i cant care much for now??? i doubt anyone will be reading this at least for now!

p.s I shall smile to myself whenever i look into my reflection to remind myself to be happy no matter what happens as life goes on! The trouble i faced today is nothing compared to others. I am probably too protected by my parents in the past! :)

Merry Christmas!

Hello! haven't been posting for quite sometime! Merry Christmas/ happy boxing day ppl! (is still christmas bcuz there are 12 days of christmas!

Surprised that there are still ppl viewing this tiny space of mine! =D

Coming back with more updates soon!

That's me celebrating the season of joy with my lovely gfs & the bfs on x'mas eve!

Picnic again!

Our picnic double date at Sentosa again!




potatoes salad by me!

Fried chicken and 'bee hoon' by them!  Looking at this 'bee hoon' pic makes me miss the 'tang hoon' cooked by my ah ma!  That's one of my favorite dish, maybe i shall go 'tuo shi'. hehe But maybe not.  Whenever my grandma knows i am going to visit, she will ask what i wanna eat. She will try her best to cook what i like and it makes her happy whenever we appreciate her cooking. I guess it feels like her effort to cook is paid off? She knows I love her 'tang hoon' and it makes her feel that this particular dish that we 'do not know how to cook' makes her feel significant (ah ma's signature dish!). I like to keep it that way!
Just like how i don't do household chores to make my parents feel significant. HAHAHA! OK! I admit, main reason that i don't do is cuz i am as lazy as worm (i prefer snuggling in bed)!  
Mushroom n chick made by me (bf did a tiny bit of the work tho)! ahem... pardon that foot.
oily face and hair after the cooking =(




BOO!





bf looks cute here!































If you realized, it was too early to play with fireworks. hahaha!




The person behide me trying to ruin all the photos!






>>> my muscular arm!









hope this dun scare u XD

end the post with a pic of my hair! 
We actually went teo heng after picnic! Fulfilling day spent!

Hello!

Hello! I am back! Wondering if anyone missing my update already? hehe Was a little too lazy to update this little space of mine lately! =X
Had a date w dearie once in a while! Fooding session at some part of Clarke quay i think???? As usual i forgot about the restaurant name again!
My over-exposed pomelo salad



my 2nd time having escargot! Needa get rid of the 'i-am-eating-snail' thought, and i am getting more fond of it!!!!   Did a search on escargot nutritional value and this is wad i got:

Food Value

A 1-oz. measure of escargot, before preparation, weighs around 28 g, according to the USDA Nutrient Database. Proteins make up about 5 g within this measure. There is only 1 g of carbohydrates and no significant quantities of fats in escargot. The remainder is indigestible components, other nutrients and water. One oz. of escargot meat contains a total of 25 calories. Proteins provide over 18 of those calories. Carbohydrates and fats both deliver 3.5 calories each. A 1-oz. serving of escargot adds 1 percent to the daily intake of calories for the average adult.

Benefits

Escargot contains some vitamins and minerals. The most substantial amount is of vitamin E. A 1-oz. serving contains 1.4 mg or 11 percent of the daily recommended intake of the vitamin. Lesser amounts include riboflavin, niacin, and vitamins A, B6 and B12. The same 1-oz. serving of escargot also adds several essential minerals to the diet. Snail meat is particularly high in magnesium at 70 mg or almost 20 percent, and selenium at 7.7 mcg or 14 percent of the daily requirement. Smaller quantities of other minerals, including phosphorus at 76 mg, copper at 100 mcg or 10 percent, and iron at 1 mg or 8 percent. Trace amounts of other minerals include potassium, sodium and zinc.

Credit:http://www.livestrong.com/article/272639-escargot-nutrition/#ixzz2AnhsE5f1   I had only knew that escargot contain high protein value but now that i know about so many other benefits, the more i am loving it!

smoked salmon pasta

mushroom pasta

then went over to harbour front for a walk! And the mountain tortoise(me) realised a new place! the walking trail from Vivo to Sentosa



photobombed






was a rather hazy day then



Will be going back there w my boy at night, sure it gonna be prettie!








 As for now i am a carefree person again! XD Will blog again when i dun feel so lazy. hehe Till thennnnnn